There are moments when even how distracted/busy I am, I will tend to accidentally think of you. It makes me sad that we won’t be close anymore. Going to yearly trips & making up to each other. It amazes me at times how much I actually think of the good things uve done for us rather than the bad. I’m not bitter anymore. Ive learnt to let go & be happy for you. Someone told me that I am always being tested in this. Maybe God wants me to come back to Him to only Him & give what much strong love I have to people to only Him. I’ve made many terrible mistakes to myself & the people I love.

With all my heart I loved him, it was never enough to him. With all my strength, I braved myself & said goodbye to the first cut.